
Jim Beatty is a passionate volunteer in the fight against type 1 diabetes. For many years, Jim has volunteered with the JDRF, and now Breakthrough T1D, emceeing events and participating on various committees.
Jim has been living with type 1 diabetes for more than 20 years, following his adult diagnosis. Jim is a former journalist who now operates his own communications company in Victoria, B.C., where he likes to hike, fish and enjoy the West Coast with his family.
Breakthrough T1D Canada: Can you share what you remember about the lead up to you being diagnosed?
Jim Beatty: I was healthy, active; I had two young kids. At the time, I was the bureau chief for the Vancouver Sun covering the provincial legislature, which was a busy, stressful job. Every fall, I had my bloodwork done trying to get my cholesterol down. In the fall, everything was fine with my bloodwork. But things would soon change. As Christmas approached, I know exactly the morning – I was going to interview the Premier (Gordon Campbell at the time) for the usual year-end discussion, where we talk about the year that was, and year that will be, a kind of a state of the union address.
I remember I got dressed at home, put on my suit and tie but then saying to my wife that I don’t feel good, I don’t think I can go to work. I was so sick, and it hit me so fast that my wife had to call the press secretary to cancel the interview for me.
For two weeks, I had what I thought was very severe flu. But two months later, I noticed I was always exhausted, I would fall asleep after dinner, and I had an unquenchable thirst. I started needing to wake up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom. On their own, all these symptoms are all pretty benign and easily ignored or explained away.
But it wasn’t getting better, so I went to my family doctor, and he said let’s just do some bloodwork. Bloodwork came back and the doctor, said “you have diabetes.” Not type 1, just ‘diabetes’. I knew nothing about diabetes. Type 1 or two. Nobody had it in my family, I had no familiarity with this disease, and back then, there was no Google to look anything up.
I had an initial misdiagnosis of type 2, because when you were my age (36), for most doctors, they see it as most likely being type 2. I was told to modify my diet and do more exercise. I did all that, even though I had already been living that way before for the most part. I got my blood tested again and the A1C was still really high. They put me on Metformin, and that didn’t work either. And so, I needed to go insulin, with multiple daily injections.
I didn’t like needles, and I remember sitting on the side of my bed, with an actual needle and having to put that in my belly. I will never forget how tough that was, how invasive it felt. February was when I first told I had diabetes, and by summer I was on insulin therapy.
Breakthrough T1D Canada: How did you navigate your diagnosis?
Jim Beatty: I did everything the doctors told me to do; I didn’t foot drag on that. But I did feel robbed; I did feel that it might be a mistake (the diagnosis of T1D). I did think maybe I could exercise or diet my way out of it, maybe it’s a blip, a false-positive? I was doubting and I had persistent thoughts that I could work my way out of it. But after a while, it was quite clear it wasn’t going anywhere.
Unfortunately, I didn’t have anyone to talk to about it. I didn’t know anyone with type 1. Other than my family doctor, who I saw every 3-4 months, I was navigating it on my own. I wish that the supports that are available today were available then, especially for adults.
It was isolating, lonely, and there were just so many questions. Things that I take for granted now, I had no idea then. It was all new. I’d never handled a needle before. I’d never done finger poking (to check blood glucose levels). I certainly didn’t know what basal and bolus meant (types of insulins). My endocrinologist was talking in terms and language that I had no reference for. It was a confusing and frustrating period.
Initially, I was a newspaper reporter, and I did share with the two colleagues who I worked closely with, they needed to know I had this condition, that I might need sugar, that I was having frequent doctor’s appointments. I didn’t let management or bosses know, however. My thought process was that it was going to be an impediment to my career success, that it would be seen as a weakness, or a vulnerability. And that it might be a reason not to promote me to the next level.
Not long after my diagnosis, I moved to television broadcasting. I was the Bureau Chief with CTV Vancouver. I did tell the cameraman who I was working with every day, because for example if I told him I need to eat, I needed to eat. It wasn’t just hunger. It was a need.
But I still wasn’t comfortable with my diagnosis, and I didn’t speak freely, outside of family and friends.
I had moved my job again and I was the chief news anchor for CHEK News in Victoria, and this philosophy still hadn’t changed much. Bosses, news director, management – none of them knew I had type 1. I largely kept my diagnosis invisible. I would be anchoring the news, and when we went to commercial break, I had a little table next to me, and I would do a finger poke to see if I needed sugar, or to calibrate my insulin. And people didn’t know I was doing this; it was all hidden.
Then, a call from Breakthrough T1D (then JDRF), would change everything. I was asked to emcee a fundraising gala event. They were asking because I was a broadcaster and was known in the community, but they had no idea I had T1D. The request threw me into a bit of a tailspin because I knew if I was going to be genuine and host a fundraiser for type 1 diabetes research; it would be disingenuous not to admit I was also living with this.
I thought about the request for a few days. I ruminated over whether I should ‘go public’ and eventually I decided that yes, I’m going to do it. The first people I spoke with were my bosses. I said, ‘look I’m going to be hosting this event on Saturday, and it could be a news story when I reveal that I also have type 1 diabetes.’
Then, I stood up on the stage, and I basically ‘came out’ – ‘I am not just your emcee, I am one of you.’ And I told my story. It was a great night. It was a very liberating evening. People came up to thank me, I immediately felt support. And it was the beginning of being open about living with this disease and living with it as you need to. Unafraid to talk about it, being honest about any assistance you might need. It was a pivotal moment because it freed me.
I had no connection with Breakthrough T1D (JDRF) before that event, and it started a relationship that continues to this day. Galas in Victoria, Vancouver, Walks, Rides, government relations committee. It was very liberating and took me places I didn’t expect.
Breakthrough T1D Canada: What would a cure look like for you?
Jim Beatty: What I think of as a cure is something that will return my life to normalcy. Living without having to carry snacks with me, being hooked up 24/7 to the devices, being able to go for a walk or a hike, or to eat pizza, and not doing all the thinking and calculating that comes with it. A cure would be a life when I no longer have to constantly think about diabetes and all its complications. It would be a return to having the life I had before. So, yes, of course, it would be fantastic.
Five years, five years, every diabetic has said that they’ve been hearing ‘the cure is coming in five years’ for decades. That ‘five years’ is a false hope, so I don’t say that anymore, or believe it could be possible in five years.
So, when I think about the cure, I don’t think about the ‘cure’ per se. I am more interested in treatments today that are making my life better. And there are so many that I am using today that were pipe dreams twenty years ago. I am living my life better today because of the advancements in treatment, and those incremental things have made a significant difference. Today my A1C levels are better than they’ve ever been in my life, and that is because of the CGM and insulin pump, and how they help me manage my (blood glucose) levels more precisely.
A cure is a far-off, long-distance notion to me. I view treatments as real, closer, and more tangible.
Breakthrough T1D Canada: Is there anything else you’d like to share with the T1D community?
Jim Beatty: The thing I wish I had done was to be more open to these discussions, open about my diagnosis, earlier and not keep it a secret. By holding onto it, holding onto this big secret of something so significant in my life – at the time I thought it was the right thing. But now I know that’s not the case. I could have learned more, had more support, my journey would have been better and easier, much sooner.
So please know that you don’t need to feel isolated. You can be open; you can reach out for assistance. Take the help. And know that life is good today.